Its amazing how life can seem so normal uneventful, almost sickiningly good. and you wish for more excitment and more to do and more to life...then two weeks later youre world gets turned upside down.

So i'm now weary of what I asked for. Many have said count your blessings before they are gone but the harsh reality is that you dont know your blessings till they have gone!

I wonder of alot of things but mostly I wonder why? How? and F**k this shit!

In two weeks a paradise can become a hell and all you've ever known could just dissapear in a flash.

What I'm talking about? I'm talking about humans! When you really get down to it we're all human, that kind of explains alot, but also it makes dissapointment that easier to handle cause you didnt expect much to begin with, and really if they didnt dissapoint you its quite a pleasant suprise!