Friday, March 23, 2007

Cant stop the seasons from turning

On my way home from work the normal route, Clock reads 11pm. i look around me, the buildings on the side of the highway, They look so foreign to me now.

I almost don't know what I'm doing here on this planet. Enjoy my life? now I cant remember why i do what i do. What the hell am I working so hard for? Why is making money so important? Why is gyming so damn critical?

I'm sick of it, being alive and always having to do what I must.

Winter Blues I skiem :-) O and poor old Bob. That is terrible news, when you hear stuff like that you wonder if all the sport we watch is just like WWE staged with the outcome planned!

My friend has fallen in love, he does not admit it as in his mind he is taking things easy. Guys like him, I give him 2 months before wedding bells are ringing. Strange thing love though. The butterflies are amazing but really so unrelated to reality that you could almost fall in love with anything! Its strange like that cause its almost like you in love with the concept of the person instead of what the person has to offer you.

Then again maybe its destined, written in the script of the universe, and that's the reason for the butterfly's. People change how do you guarantee the love doesn't? Namaaz time will update later

10 comments:

bb_aisha said...

Cheer up,mo.it does get better.uv workd hard enuf,giv urself a months break to figure it all out.travel,chill in tinley manor,do woteva uv always wantd to do. Yup,love is a strange emotion.so says the persn who's neva been in luv.but im smart like that:hehe wan2 experience it dammit-find me a hubby :-)

ZK said...

lifes an endless path we travel what you make of it is up to you...
Love is the wonder of it al it feeds us every emotion in this endless journey...

qdee said...

mentioned to mum the other day - dont you feel like you're living to work? whatever happened to enjoying the little things.whats the reason for racing in the concrete jungle? as for butterflies, temporary things that make you believe what you want to. love is being able to see reality with all its flaws, not be consumed by the sharukh khan movie moments and finding a safe place in someone else's smile.

r said...

tinley manor is a strange place to chill.. sorry moe, cant offer words of comfort today, im in the same place you are. heres hoping we both recover soon! =)

r said...

whoa! simulataneous blog commmenting?! hey q honey u made me smile =)

Moe said...

hey guys!
bb - me not down just bit irritated. I've been trying to go on hols 4last 2years! finally got all done and US Embassy says my name Moe is too common and hence requires 3 months to verify i am not a terrorist (long story dude :-(

zahira - i c what u saying but dunno about life's an endless path the only certain part is the end part in it :-) but i get u gal.

qdee - i so agree with not get carried away with sharukh moments as u say. but my point isn't love all of that and the butterflies are an essential component. some people I've met r in what i consider unhealthy relationships, but they happy they in love as they Say. i dunno who's right tho! its relative right?

r - tinely is awesome just awesome. its so beautiful to be at the ocean, sound of waves. u kzn and CPT people dunno how lucky you guys r! :-) BTW we don't need words of comfort. just a forum to release.

Mohamed Karolia said...

Staged like the WWE i like the way you put it. Nice blog :)

K

The Witty Mulatto said...

Nice blog, Moe. Bad-ass music video you've got up there, too.

You seem like someone who thinks too much, sometimes. In a good way.

Zaahir Essa said...

eeyy good to see u still alive dude

nice post...i think most go thru this. u just have to find what works for u in life, the simple things that make u happy, and just stick with that. u cant change the workings of life sadly hehe..

Sheila said...

I like your thinking Moe. Here's a quote you might be interested in: "Romantic love is supposed to end. It is nature's glue, which brings two incompatible people together for the purpose of mutual growth...If this work is successful - the relationship becomes one in which partners can move on to genuine concern of each other's welfare and a deep intimacy that evolves into real love." - Harville Hendrix